Unashamed
I came into this world
naked, and unashamed
and honestly,
im just trying to get out of here
the same
bouncing around in the base of my brain
is the genesis of my experience
triumphs and pain
my beliefs my
linguistics
my desires and their logistics
internal fires and their eurythmics
my intentions and what’s intrinsic
my primal instincts
and primordial ambitions
the way i think and
my spirits inner vision
but
the critical acquisition
of sound
that my lips and larynx
love to lay down
is captured so perfectly
by the words of my mouth
it’s an alchemy of ancient roots
delivering bright and firey fruits
summarized in sounds
in pauses verbs and nouns
words slip through the gate of my mouth
suddenly i start softening
and my mind it starts wondering
what
would it look like to paint
a portrait with my words
what would it taste like to plant
a garden with my words
what would it feel like to reap a harvest with my words
what would it sounds like to
start a riot with my words
if words were tactile in
the way that they tasted
in the way they fell out
they’d be heavy and weighted
and we’d linger in the linguistics
throwing caution to the
wind
of the logistics
of prepositional placement
the way i speak is adjacent from
the way your brain normally takes it
because the place from which they live
is not a physical space
but of
feelings desires
experiences and tastes
i live by these words
aching to escape
from the tip of my tounge
a place that feels vibrant
feels thriving
feels young
all i have are these words
that are
constantly dripping
all of i have are these thoughts from which i’m constantly
sifting
all i have is this cup i’ve created from which i’m constantly sipping
all i have is this throne
from which my mind set is sitting
these words are my wealth
they’re my legacy my health
they burn alters in my body
they create lanterns in my brain
they rattle in my ribcage before bursting
onto the stage
if an original word
sent the earth into orbit
it felt so fantastic
that my skin still absorbs it
and so i create worlds with my words
i tear down walls with my words
i make a refuge with my words
i reclaim power with my words
i regain territory with my words
if there’s darkness and disconnection
i wield my words as a weapon
because i came into this world
naked and unashamed
and maybe through worlds made of words
we can get out of here the same
Empty hands
What if empty hands were the fullest? Because they’re in position to receive something new
What if the way forward was to sink? What if disorienting positions are our greatest chance of acquisition
Maybe I’m part of a brilliant unbecoming / maybe the labored work of my lungs is really up to something
Maybe freedom comes from the shedding of skins /
maybe light fills our lungs as we exhale our ancestors sins
Undertow
How does a flower bloom through the weeds? Don’t ask me to say it, just watch me, please
Breaking through borders I was told can’t be breached/warming my voice up for things I was told not to speak
Breath baited, I was created to ignite
Weapon of choice, a broken heart and a broken voice
The silence has been deafening but the grip on my throat it is lessening I’m examining what’s ancient but I know the lens is tainted
You are my essential element
When exactly did you discover that I was delicate? When exactly did you see that it was relevant?
The way I’m weighted beneath the surface is how I tell me what I worth is
When did I decide to let this all recreate me? When the pressure of if would either crush me or shape me
Photos/sculptures by Sarah Gallina
Conductor
If i could describe
in a few words
why i do what i do
the way i say it
might sound a little different
but i think it would be basically
the same as you
i guess its like
im attracted to the refracted
light i see out of the corner of my eye
i follow its flicker
until the feeling gets thicker
and suddenly im deep in my dialogue
writing for who knows long
lost in a timeless fog
i am simmering on sentences
delighting in the fragrance
of ideas coming to life
its like my wings finding flight
its like my favorite part of life
its mostly pleasure
its sometimes pain
its like giving birth
inside my brain
its like im catching on fire
like im elevating higher
like the situations dire
like im fully inspired
maybe its madness
but im like 100% sure
that the world has to have this
and i think thats what attracted
innovators across space and time
to be bold and brash
with their designs
or to overcome obstacles
when like everything was impossible
like in the early 1900s when
a newspaper said
man will never fly, and if
he does, he wont be from dayton
enter stage right two brothers
from ohio who took those
words and slayed them
created the birth of an ariel age then
forging a narrative
with the belief it was
imperative to take the
word as it was
and shape it into something new
to laugh in the face
of what they were told
people couldnt do
and with a single minded emphasis
of mastering all the dimensions
of a lateral movement of wingspans
the drew it- inspiration from what
was already in place
birds and their movement
mixed with energy space and fusion
they just kinda figured out how to do it
or like madame cj walker who became
america's first
self made millionaire
by creating a product
fit for a curly
queens hair
by keen observation
this girl rocked the nation
we need to give her a standing ovation
this woman watched her profit skyrockt
by recognizing the need of an underserved pocket
she was like a hair product prophet
and of course
the pioneering physicist
who detected minor differences
in the way the energy of a center cell sits
how it spontaneously swerves
then sways then shifts
we have madame curie to thank for this
isolating radio isotopes
hours in front of a microscope
it's how i know the shape of my bones
x ray vision was her mission
while most lades
were playing bride
he was accepting nobel prizes while
raising kids
to know the thing that nobody knows
to sing the song that nobody sings
to bring the idea that nobody brings
takes a diverse set of brain cells
a diverse set of things
first you must burn
with the questions that light you on fire
like why do some ideas remain in obscurity
while others emerge and make history
with this absurdity
why have some succeeded where
many have failed
why do some lay down while some
take the stairs
in the face of adversity how does one
be prepared
they would tell you with certainty
you have to be gifted and committed
insightful and persistent
and have the audacity to overcome
a completely rigged system
continual experiments are the common
thread in the narrative
perceptive and daring
dusting off your heart
when youre tired of caring
and if we are standing on shoulders and
riding on wings
if knowledge is power
and power is something responsibility brings
then with the focus of hypnosis
let's take this knowledge and
split it up like mitosis
experiencing our innovation
by ourselves
is like addition
but together its multiplication
we are a city with over 17 races
we are a city where people come bc this place is
collaborative in nature
we are movers we are shakers
we are creative and kindly naturesd
if necessity is the mother of invention
give birth to your ideas
with the intention
of creating new worlds
for others to step in
present your glass ceiling with a weapon
be a boundary braker a trouble maker
let your ideas marinate and savor
whatever your particular flavor
you are welcome at the table
make we all have the courage
tenacity and support to be
history makers
Prophet
I know a prophet
and her name is winter
i know shes a prophet
b/c she speaks to me of
things to come
and she is accurate
yet restrained
she speaks to me of spring
whispers of warm and petaled things
and im left aware yet wondering
how i can sense what future brings
and and at the same time feel like
im remembering
because winter she is
accurately elegant
no doubt shes intelligent
but i ache to know where
the colors went
and i guess thats where
the rubber meets the road
when all my branches are exposed
and i dont always like the things i know
and in winter i ache and my brittle
bones break and it seems my sealed fate
is buried under layers of coldness + chaos
and this stillness feels like an unproductive illness
growing and growing inside of me
and i cant detect the things i long to see
but then i know a prophet
and her name is spring
i know shes a prophet
because she speaks to me
of things to come and she is
accurate and alive
she starts as a distant melody
than becomes a full blown symphony
she blossoms and buds inside of me
giving life to things i could not see when
the winter had its hold on me
and i wonder how i lacked belief
that what was spoken as seed
was bound to bloom
inevitably
she shouts forth what was dormant
i took a breath she performs it
and what lies before me is glorious
she reminds me that i can love again
that i can withstand the storms
of winter winds
and oh how this warmth feels different
than the season before
but then i know a prophet
and her name is summer
i know shes a prophet
because she speaks to me of things to come
and she is accurate and shes bright
and im enchanted by the summer
im a warm and vibrant lover
she reminds me to believe
that expectations
can be exceeded
and that the warmth i craved and needed
took a plowshares touch
and as it skillfully weeded
my abundance grew high
but like all things must end
my abundance began to die
bc i know a prophet
and her name is autumn
i know shes prophet bc
shes accurate
yet shes hushed
and in autumn
the feelings that arent quite forgotten
turn to amber and gold
and theres a part of me that knows
that its all about to die
but i dont feel burned by the
how when where or why
and as i'm surrounded by the glory
of the autumn colors story
and the clear and crystal sky
i know an observant quiet
grateful heart feels like the appropriate reply
in the same way the silence speaks
of things that are vast and impossibly deep
for our minds to comprehend
i think the season changing is a long awaited friend
bc the sentences between seasons
are not silent theyre more like breathing
as we inhale the future
and exhale the past
and i think the way the seasons
change sounds almost exactly
the same as the dusk that turns
to dawn or of the night that
turns to day
its impossible to hear the sound
but its impossible to ignore the resulting change
and even the utterances
of my heart may sound like
theyre silent to the naked ear
may sound inaudible
impossibly + positively uclear
but i think that theres a message here
b/c even a revolution
starts in silence
by a heart thats taken note
even a revolution starts in silence
before words are even spoke
b/c even a revolution
starts in silence
by a heart thats taken note
even a revolution starts in silence
before words are even spoke
and im not saying uprisings and violence
are the sole manifestations of defiance
b/c even a revolution
starts in silence
by a heart thats taken note
even a revolution starts in silence
before words are even spoke
and i think the same way the words we
store up or think on or pray
can have an affect on the way the season change
like
will winter be contdeming or confictiong
will springtime be distracting or uplifting
will summer be maddening or significant
with autumn be mundate or refreshingly different
is not determined by seasons past
but rather by words we speak in silence
chance of acquisition
Prophet
make we all have the courage
tenacity and support to be
history makers